I give you control...

forget everything I said
I'm lost inside my head
the key to this is clear
my Father draws near

surround me, surround me
like flames in a garden
burn me down and watch me grow
it's all for you, it's all for you

forget everything I wanted
you're all I want now
I fell for him, I'm sorry
pick me up and hold me close

remember my cries Father
the darkness makes me unsure
take him from me, take him
he's all yours, I know now

I'm losing myself
to gain it all
this loss will flourish
into everlasting gain.
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ouch.